3 cheers for me!

I had a "date" last night. I have no idea if it was a real one. I am thinking not, but either way it was exactly what i needed. Saw the movie I am Legend. Which wouldnt have scared me so much if we hadn't of been sitting 2 feet from the screen and it wasn't so damn loud. Oh and if buddy beside me hadn't of spilled his entire pop in my vicinity. It is hard to be stoic in the face of danger and fright when your socks are soaking with pepsi.
Went for some drinks after. I had my standard tequila and gingerale. Why do people look so grossed out and surprised when i order it? Geez, it's no more disgusting than half of the other shit out there. I have a slight headache, though one may assume it's from only getting an hour of sleep and not the magical mexican liquid we all love.
I do feel a bit creepy. He is only 20. Which is why I am torn. I mean Holy Shit Go Team Me! for landing a 20 yr old! But, he's freaking 20 and I am....... slightly older. Not cougar older, but older enough. But I figure that guys do it all the time and when have I ever been one to give a rats as anyway? I get so little happiness that if I can get some with a puppy, then why the hell not?*
And boy was it fun. *sigh*
And the super best part is not once during the entire night did I think of my most recent ex. I have also been negligent in giving him an appropriate name. Hmmmmm, lets see. He did do some awfully nice and sweet things for me. But unfortunately his selfishness kind of overwhelms it. Moody O'Selfish. There we go. The S-man shall henceforth be referred to as Moody O'Selfish.
So then anyway, how nice was it for me to get home and realize that not ONCE did he cross my mind. I think that maybe the last time he dumped me really prepared me for the latest one. He obviously is wishy-washy. And being out with Hottie Lol-alot mad eme realize how much laughter and fun was lacking when i was with Moody. I was always so on edge with him. He found fault with whatever I did. It was nice to just sit and laugh.
Wow. Did I get maudlin there.
Oh well, fuck it! I am in a great mood. Gonna have some leftovers and hit the sack for a nap.
I need it.


*Disclaimer: This justification may not be to everyone's tastes.