By request

The new little muffin I have been seeing has so far been perfect. I am about to wax poetic. So anyone who doesnt want to read about me mooning, I suggest you just pass along. Though knowing me this will somehow turn into a post about pudding as I digress quite often.

The only problem I am finding with him right now is his complete and utter lack of self worth. Now, it could just be a ploy for more compliments ("Oh, I wish I looked like her! Sweetie, arent her tits so much nicer than mine?"...."No. You have the greatest breasts ever. No woman's could possibly compare to the beauty that are the fat sacks housed in that very expensive bra."), or it could be an honest lack of judgement as to how great he actually is.
I find that the more you brag about yourself, your accomplishments, the less likely you are to be a decent person. Those people have a low self-esteem as well but feel the need to compensate by shoving in your face the trophy they got in Grade 7 for winning 'Best Cow'. (Cheater McFucknuts actually still has it and brought it out on occasion....).
But those who truly feel like they are not worth anything are often the ones most worth something.
It took me a long time to realize my mom was messed up and her telling me I was worthless was not entirely true.
So I am left in this odd position of how to deal with it. Do I encourage? Compliment? Or should I just leave it alone and let him figure it out for himself? No one realizes anything about themselves unless they do it themselves. (Kind of like a weird Dr. Phil alcoholism).
This entire post is somewhat odd in the fact that I feel insecure about him. Here is this really amazing person and I am just plain old me. I am weird and moody and tend to get pissy about random things. So I am being an all over hypocrite by even typing this.
I like pudding.